I took a look at my circle of friends. I'm not talking partnas, or homies.. I'm talking about FRIENDS. I realized they are ALL female.. I got Merk who teaches me to cook that mexican food in exchange for telling her about "true-school hip hop". I got Eggie who I talk to all night until one of us falls asleep (which is always her!). I got Gracie who makes sure I'm always smilin. I got Walker who is the only person who can school me in music. Jin who is trying to hard to make things right with us. I got Jo Bunny, LT, Merissa, Sara, Steph, etc. Shit i got this new cat, my Pillsbury Do Girl, who doesnt live here but she's tryna give me all her money so I can pay for school??
Do my "boys" do shit for me.. nah. This could be a reflection on my personality and attitude, or maybe a reflection of the men I choose to surround myself with, but ... idk man. A man gets lonely sometimes lol. He needs another dude thatll ride wit him.
Ladies, I love yall. But, i need a dude!!(no homo). Or one of yall better start playing Madden with me!! hahaha
On the shiny side of the penny, theres some news... Keeping posotive and praying is worth it. My broke ass got a random call from a random sweepstakes, I got 5G's in cash! AND maybe a meeting with the Production Manager of Capitol Records. I've got a garunteed job after I get myself graduated, film audio post-production. Things are looking up. There'll be bumps and bruises and broken bones in my future, but FUCK MAN
i GOT a future now!!!!
Praise the Lord. And pray I watch my swearing.
One Love
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