I was talkin to my friend Ash right now.. And she smacked me with some wisdom: We're young, why not just have fun? We'll always meet someone better and we have our whole lives to find a partner.
Part of me wants to know what a long term relationship feels like.. but i look at the relationship between me and my girl and see maybe it isn't as perfect as I made it out to be. We differ in language and culture, that's huge! We both bump Nas, and we both work out every damn day. But there's mad hunnies out there that's like that. The sex is good, but that doesn't last forever. I don't even know her, we've never had a chance to have a deep converstaion.
And on the side, I'm DJing a couple gigs a weekend now. I meet so many pretty girls I have chemistry with, it's just so tempting.. I'm trying to be a good BF. But part of me wants to just rip some clothes off, ykno?
I think the only reason I'm staying with her is that she's the hottest girl in Reno right now, and if I break up with her every other guy is gonna go after her. Do I like the status of dating the hottest K-girl in Reno and eating up the envy of all the guys more than I like HER??
Okay. I got it. I'll administer(spelling) a test. I won't see her til this saturday, I'll see if I miss her more or think of her less. Then make a decision.
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