Fire and Desire

Remember when I used to..
Love and leave them?
That's what I used to do.
Use and abuse them.
Then I layed eyes on you.
It was pain before pleasure.
That was my claim to fame.
With every measure, baby.
Tasted teardrop stains, yeah.
I was cold as ice long ago. Baby Baby.
I wasn't very very very nice, you know.
Sugar Sugar Sugar.
Then I kissed your lips
Then you turned on my fire, baby.
And you burned me up within your flames.
Took me a little higher.
Made me live again.
You turned on my fire, baby.
Then you showed me what a love could do.
Fire and desire, baby.
Feel it comin through.

Why.. This was all a mistake. I shouldv never let myself fall for this girl. I've just come to realize that a couple months down the road, we won't be together anymore. How can we, haha. We don't speak the same muh luvin language. We can only get to a certain point before the fire dies out.

When I'm not with her, I don't want to see her. It's stressful and boring to hang out with her, trying to translate everythign she saying. The only fun we have is when we touch. But i aint on that right now.
...that is.. until I'm with her...
And the few words that i understand, it blows me off my feet. She is so sweet and romantic, which ive never really had... But I can feel the fire is dying too..
I knew it in the beginning, but I just let myself fall anyway. Now I have to go through this muh luvin heartbreak before I move on.

..Should I move on? Why am I .. ugh

That's what I get for being so cold to so many girls in the past. But I thought God forgives and forgets. God, can't you just make me know korean, make a miracle happen. Make me a korean speaker please!! Let me wake up and know fluent korean!

Ugh

I just need this one miracle. Please.


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